A vicious cycle of apps to optimize my time and practices to mitigate my stress. I had become the epitome of a busy body filling in my life with busy work. Why was I so busy?
Six months after asking the question and just one week after my 26th birthday when I had set out on this solo roadtrip, I found the answer of how to let go of my mom.
While the path getting here has not been easy – the path to rest never is – I bet it would have been a lot easier if I had always remembered the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Moving forward, I do.
If self love is actually love, which is always there, and when devoutly paid attention to automatically generates caregiving, then setting the New Year's intention to simply follow my being every moment of everyday, will lead everything in my life? Now, that's deep.